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Curriculum
01:15
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2. |
Obsession
03:30
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I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
Face split in two, lived the life of a coward
I started giving up on myself
Stared into darkness with faces I wish I'd forget
Fever putting me to sleep
I owe myself for this
Lungs collapse and bones starts to break
Stuck in the darkness with the snakes
I was nowhere for the longest time
And no one could save me from myself
I was nowhere for the longest time
And no one could save me from myself
I buried myself ten feet below
I was trapped in my own misguided world
It's fucking hard to stay away
It's fucking hard to live without you
But I'll never go back there again
I was never alive
Traded my soul for misery
Stayed with the snakes to cover myself from reality
I started shedding skin
I am trapped in my own misguided world
I stayed with the snakes for the longest time
It's fucking hard to stay away
It's fucking hard to be without you
But I'll never go back there again
I fucking loathe myself
I fucking loathe myself
Stepped out from the darkness I contained in me
Released myself form the shackles I helped create
I've got the power of life in my hands
and I intend to keep it
My life has meaning after all
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3. |
Rage
03:36
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Rage
Rage against the dying of the light
I am not coming back for a while
I see myself drowning in embracing daylight
Sinking deeper than ever before
I never carried my cross
I never suffered through it
Oh God what have I done to deserve this
I never asked for this
My path was paved for me long ago
Now I'm drowning
Oh god Im drowning
I can take it anymore
Oh god I'm drowning
I can breathe anymore
Stay with me for a while
Catch me up to speed
I don't wanna die alone
I don’t want to die here
Choking on my own believes again
I'm losing faith in him
Troubled waters and earth stops to spin
Am I alive or is this just a scheme
Oh god I'm drowning
I can't take it anymore
Oh god I'm drowning
Thanks to your selfish, rageous plans
Ive lost my faith in you
Drowning
I've lost my faith in you
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4. |
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Faith is what it costs to live
The distance in between
Reality in dreams are hard to follow
Faith is what it costs to live
The distance in between
Reality in dreams are hard to follow
Faith is what it costs to live
The distance in between
Reality in dreams are hard to follow
I feel it crawling down my skin again
This happened way too many times before
The poison in me
I see the bodies down the corridor
Singing a hymn a never heard before
They told me
Faith is what it costs to live
The distance in between
Reality in dreams are hard to follow
So don’t take my hand
Don’t let me in
I’ll be dead before tomorrow
So I’ll keep on walking the blind man’s path
A broken to broken
A damned for a damned
Repeating the choices that I never had
An eye for an eye
A broken not dead
A broken not dead
A broken not dead
A broken not dead
I will stay alive
I will stay alive
Faith is what it costs to live
The distance in between
Reality in dreams are hard to follow
Faith is what it costs to live
The distance in between
Reality in dreams are hard to follow
Faith is what it costs to live
The distance in between
Reality in dreams are hard to follow
Let me go
I’m not sane here no
Let me go
I’m not sane
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5. |
Oblivion
04:08
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I am not stating a lie for you
Kick me beat me do what you can
I am alone in this land full of sin
Cut me skin me kill me again
I’m breathing alone, breath as deep as I can
I won’t falter to your needs
Staying alive in your land full of sin
Always keep pushing with hands made of steel
I’m starving, with the stitches made from your grin
I am falling
I am torn
From the pieces you spread around
You buried them all alive
I am not stating a lie for you
Running away like the cowardly dog that you are
You didn’t see them coming
Hoping that god will show you the pathway from afar
I want you dead
I hope you die
Fuck you
I am torn
From the pieces you spread around
You buried them all alive
I am not stating a lie for you
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6. |
Retaliation
02:30
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You pinned me down
When I had lost all control
You made me look at myself in the mirror
I am alone in the house you’ve built
Not knowing where to turn with the promise you’ve made to me
Running in circles trying to find my way out of here
I am the martyr with the broken home
Lost, gone, diseased
Fully out of control
I am your first worst nightmare
And I am here to stay
I dug my own grave
(Wasn’t enough for you)
You dug my grave for me
Save me, dear mother conceal me
I am the martyr with the broken home
Lost, gone, diseased
Fully out of control
I am your first worst nightmare
And I am here to stay
I am back
Ive lost control but I am here to stay
And find my way back home
I am back
Ive lost control but I am here to stay
I am back
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7. |
Anomaly
03:43
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The colours fade and all the roads lead me down
We tried to stay
But nothing makes a loud enough sound
for us to stay
(Not loud enough for us to stay)
You made me doubt my whole existence
And there only an empty shell of a man that I used to be
And now I’m gone letting all just spin out of control
Slow down love
And I’ll begin to
Come undone
Slow down love
And we’ll begin to
Fade away my love
It’s been a year since the sun kissed my face
And all I feel is the cold embrace of solitude
Your solitude my love
Slow down love
And I’ll begin to
Come undone
Slow down love
And we’ll begin to
Fade away my love
Watch me break
Watch me loose all hope
And never let me go
Bleed me dry
Look as I fade away
Chew all the skin from my bones
Watch me break
Watch me loose all hope
And never let me go
Bleed me dry
Look as I fade away
Chew all the skin from my bones
Watch me break
Watch me loose all hope
And never let me go
Bleed me dry
Look as I fade away
Chew all the skin from my bones
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8. |
Transcendent
03:37
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Trust the unexpected from your demise
Your world will die and crumble in time
All the love is infected by your mistakes
Spreading lies where the pig lays for your own sake
Burn my house to the ground
You win you’re getting your crown
You’re saying nothing at all
You think you’ve got it all
You think you burned it all down
With nowhere else to turn
You tried to settle down
But you forgot them
Now you’re the one to chase
No one to help you out babe
I’ve been trying to find myself in this common world
I’ve been trying to find myself in this common world
I’ve been trying to find myself in this common world
I’ve been trying to find myself in this common world
Questions of your mistakes by god himself
And all you are is what he replaced
You’re protected by his golden pen
With all your life you put comfort in him
You said you wanted to rescue me
But you refused to take the meds
You think you burned it all down
With nowhere else to turn
You tried to settle down
But you forgot them
Now you’re the one to chase
No one to help you out babe
You better look at yourself in the mirror
Watch me
You better look at yourself and what you’ve done
You better look at yourself in the mirror
Watch me
You better look at yourself
You made me question everything
My time on this earth was left in vain
I questioned everything
I followed trail after trail
Searching for my dreams
And nothing's made me believe
I followed trail after trail
Searching for my dreams
And nothing's made me believe
Destined
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9. |
Illuminate
03:17
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Chew me whole
And spit me out this is a wake up call
Spin me around and throw me down
Just Crack my head against the wall
I was made to feed the wolves outside my door
The precious life you gave chills me down my core
Burn it down burn it down
Burn it all to the ground
There’s nothing left to scavenge it all was taken by the crown
Burn it down burn it down
Burn it all to the ground
We’re all bottom feeders
Nothing lies at the end of line
Burn it down burn it down
Burn it all to the ground
There’s nothing left to scavenge it all was taken by the crown
Burn it down burn it down
Nothing lies at the end of line
I can’t stand a chance when you erase me
I can’t stand a change
Burn it to the fucking ground
Set me on fire
Steal
Everything I’ve ever built
from the past
Of mine
Break
every bone in my body and leave me here to die
Break
Me down and set my soul on fire
Break me down and set my soul on fire
Push me off the edge and watch me fall
I will watch your world burn
I will wipe the grin of your face
So Burn it down burn it down
Burn it all to the ground
There’s nothing left to scavenge
Burn it down burn it down
Burn it all to the ground
There’s nothing left for us here
Break me down and set my soul on fire
Break every bone in my body and leave me here to die
Burn it down
Burn it drown
Burn it all to the ground
There’s nothing left to scavenge
It all was taken by the crown
I could never take the pills you showed deep down my throat
I’m not breathing
I would never speak a word about your wretched face
I’m not alive
I could never take the pills you showed deep down my throat
I’m not breathing
I would never speak a word about your wretched face
I’m not alive
Chew me whole and spit me out
Crack my head against the wall
Chew me whole and spit me out
Crack my head against the wall
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10. |
Overcome
03:46
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I can hear my veins pulsating
Just let me breathe
Get me out of here
I cant live like this no more
I’m bleeding out
Talk like this follow my movements
I’ve got you trapped in the dark with me
Try to stay sane it’s an avalanche of people
trying to pull you down in the Black Sea (just follow me)
I tried to pull you aside
Keep this from failing and die
I watch your world rot and fall like a homicide
Now I’ve got these voices inside of me
Telling me to lay down and die
Lending faith from people who trusted in me
Just let me breathe
I’m starving for pain
Not sure you’re willing
I’ve been beaten down and bloody
Time will show you again
You’ll die alone
I’m trying to show you what life means
I can hear my veins pulsating
I can feel the walls coming closer every second
Now I know how a knife in the back feels
Trying to betray me, never enough to keep me off my feet
Just let me breathe
Just let me fucking breathe
Give me some space I am cornered
Let me catch my breath
I’ve been put on a pedestal
And I’m afraid to keep this alive by myself
I’m starving for pain
Not sure you’re willing
I’ve been beaten down and bloody
Time will show you again
You’ll die alone
I’m trying to show you what life means
(Just let me breathe)
Breathe
Just let me breathe
I want freedom
I’m tired of this
I’m tied up good
Just release me
Just let me breathe
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11. |
Negligence
02:07
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